“I could a tale unfold whose lightest word Would harrow up thy soul, freeze thy young blood,
Make thy two eyes, like stars, start from their spheres, Thy knotted and combined locks to part And each particular hair to stand on end,
Like quills upon the fretful porpentine . . .”
-- Hamlet’s Father (Hamlet I.5)
Thank you, President Smithers. Members of the Board, parents, and graduates – congratulations on the day. Listen to
Shakespeare and what he does here.
In Hamlet, Shakespeare uses a technique that has become standard in referencing something scary. Use the audience to imagine
the scary thing in their heads. As the playwright, I don’t have to be specific about the scary thing – I simply have to refer to the scary thing.
“I could tell you . . . . . but I won’t.”
Fear at graduation? Why not?
We experience fear for many reasons. One of those reasons for fear is an encounter with the unknown. The strange and unfamiliar
can cause fear. Being in new territory can cause fear.
Face it, we’re mammals. We are creatures of habitual behaviors. Indeed, our major retail companies rely upon our habitual
behaviors for sales. Times of transition in our lives can lead us to confront those habitual behaviors in new ways. And a resultant feeling can be fear.
We hope over the last few years that education has led you to encounter new territory. We hope that you have been in a period of
change as you have gained new insights and new perspectives. Our faculty has been tasked at times with challenging you’re your thinking. We hope your education
has been much more than simply reinforcing your previously held thoughts and beliefs.
So there might have been times when you’ve been afraid.
As you’ve learned more, you gained new ground – a new country for exploration. Like any new country, there were likely
surprises.
And, as we worked to teach something about creativity and the work of creative folks, we hope that you’ve also had the pleasant fear
of not knowing how the new creation will work out – if it will work out at all.
“Now, Hamlet, hear:
'Tis given out that, sleeping in my orchard, A serpent stung me; so the whole ear of Denmark Is by a forged process of my death Rankly abused . . .”
Notice here that Hamlet’s dad quotes the common story that’s making the rounds and then calls out that common story as a rank
lie.
We approach the world with an interesting mix of fact, belief, opinion, and hope. The process of education modifies that mix.
The balance of those categories can get shaken up. In the ancient days, when I was in college, I had a conversation with my Fencing teacher, who also taught Personal
Health. According to her, there were some folks who came from more guarded backgrounds who came to university with the mythical belief that French kissing could get you
pregnant.
I doubt kids today in an internet universe come to school with that particular myth. But we humans tend to have little beliefs that
help us get through the day – like the belief that wearing your lucky underwear will help you pass the final in Organic Chem. It’s probably harmless, but
chances are that underwear won’t help you remember protein reactions or the name of that one enzyme that you always forget. Dammit.
And learning new facts and re-jiggering the belief matrix can be frightening. Confronting some of our myths can cause upset.
“Taint not thy mind, nor let thy soul contrive Against thy mother aught: leave her to heaven
And to those thorns that in her bosom lodge, To prick and sting her.”
The Ghost now gives directions, except part of the directions include the dread command, “Do nothing.” How awful.
First, we have the fear of the future. Particularly those of us who are artists, we wonder, “Will we be good enough? Will
we measure up? Will we find work?”
AND
we are Americans, so we’re born to be pro-active. Our lives are constructed around the notion of doing it yourself. “Do nothing? What awful advice.”
Years ago I worked for a surgeon. A surgeon has been trained to believe that she can literally put her hands in a human body and
affect a change in that body for the better. So this surgeon told me that one of the hardest things to learn is to see a situation in which the right thing to do is
to just stand there and do nothing – if it’s the right kind of nothing.
For those of us who are artists, I’d suggest not worrying too much about whether or not the work is good, or whether or not
you’ll measure up.
The work is always there to be done. And what is the measure of your art? There is no yardstick for art. Are you a
playwright? You’ll never be Shakespeare. But you don’t want to be. And Shakespeare can never be you. You have your voice. Are you an
actor? A designer? There is always a “great” peeking over your shoulder. So what? You’re also standing on the shoulders of the pioneers
in your field. They’re also there to say, “Give it a shot. See what’ll happen.”
And once again you’ll face new territory and a transition into something new. And, again, there might be fear.
On graduation, accept the advice of an old pioneer who has done his darndest to explore terra incognita and has come back:
— If you can talk about it, it is more manageable. So don’t be afraid of your fears. Name them.
— You are going to have scrapes. You’re likely to fall off a precipice or three as you go exploring your future.
Don’t worry. So have most of the others.
— Singing and laughing always help.
— Sometimes it’s better to be kind than right.
And so, graduates, adieu adieu – remember us.
Thank you.
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