Mythological Present
Now comes the porpoise from the sea, now comes the falcon over the desert; now comes the first grade teacher with her purple hair and the old wooden baseball I found while digging a hole for a little box filled with various treasures: keys to unknown locks another model of the Earth several coins from Mexico with the eagle the snake and the cactus held in a very small pouch made from the skin of a sheep who lived on a farm in Nebraska who felt the sun and his power who felt hunger and peace and fear whose father had horns that were magic; and a bracelet made of silver mined in Wyoming by some men from China. What else? I can't remember.
You did not give me light enough to see into the depths, you did not show me all the colors
or teach me how to fly. But you gave me freedom, you gave me space, and you even gave me wings. Perhaps you knew what you were doing when you left me there alone among the rocks and trees, alone with a thousand questions, alone with a thousand dreams, and nothing ahead but a story waiting to be told.
I played some songs that are part of the picture, because of their sadness or because of their grandeur. I ate a fish that may have been a cousin many years ago, before time, what does it matter? Everything has eyes, that is the message. All can see or can be seen. Everything becomes alive when it enters the tapestry noticed and named remembered for its hue or its form, remembered for its patience or the noise it makes, which may have signaled the start of Creation, when the deeds of heroes and the endless hordes of sacrificial beings
were only particles together, leaning on eachother in a darkness that was only desire, unknown to itself, so mighty. Unimaginable.
Then came the shadows of the gods, real people who knew what time it was. Look for the one who defies gravity. Look for the one whose feathers, growing from the head or any other part of the body, do not constitute a hoax. Look for the potted plant in the lower lefthand corner. Look at the face of the parent. Look at the pile of bones that were not yours but belonged to something else that by its gentleness and beauty, by its natural agility, its allseeing eyes, its real knowledge and selfpossession, came to be also a part of the story.
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