The Mirror of Antonin Artaud

Altenir Silva

New York City. It was Saturday night when Thomas, 33, left his one-bedroom on Carmine Street in the West Village and headed directly to 6th Ave. There, he walked up to the dance club. A line had already formed in front of the door, where a strong man who seemed like Hulk Hogan, wearing a shiny suit, was selecting who could enter and who had to stay out of the place.

Thomas was holding an invitation card, but just as he approached the door, the strong man, i.e., the bouncer, stopped him with his big hand. Then, Thomas tried to show the invite under the light, hoping that the strong man would look at it.

The strong man looked carefully at his invitation card, and a second later demanded in a tenor voice, "Get out of here! This party ain't for you."

THOMAS: I want to enter.

THE BOUNCER: No. You're not coming in here.

THOMAS: Why?

THE BOUNCER: Because this place will never open its doors to a man like you.

THOMAS: Hey, man! I always tried my best to earn this opportunity.

THE BOUNCER: No way. Not tonight!

THOMAS: Please?

THE BOUNCER: Never!

Thomas tried to run inside, but the big hands of the bouncer grabbed him by the neck and threw him onto the sidewalk. Thomas looked up and saw a group of people entering the club. So, he ran and joined them. When Thomas got next to the door, the bouncer saw him and immediately punched him in the back. The poor man kissed the gutter again. It was sad, but Thomas never thought of giving up, and decisively, he got to his feet and started thinking of another way to enter that place. Then, he approached the bouncer and tried a new deal, offering his watch in exchange for entrance to the club. Once again, the bouncer refused and threatened to hit him with his big hand.

Two hours later, Thomas had made every attempt to enter the club, but the bouncer blocked them all.

THOMAS: Okay, okay. I got it. You think the power belongs to you, huh? I need to tell you something. I've got permission from Him (pointing up).

THE BOUNCER: Man, I don't care if He likes you… You won't be here…

At that moment, the bouncer put his hand on his chest, cried out, and fell to the ground. A girl bent down, checked the bouncer's pulse, and before she could say what had happened, Thomas ran inside the club.

In the club, he tried to see the people's faces, but because of the low light, Thomas couldn't see them clearly. Suddenly, however, the DJ stopped the music, a bright light lit up the entire place, and he could see the strange thing.

All the people, and there were many inside the club, had his face. Everyone, including the DJ, the waiters, the girls, and the guys, had the same face as him. It was as if all those people were him.

Then, after this discovery, Thomas ran away from there. As he passed the entrance, he no longer saw the bouncer, only the blaring siren of an ambulance moving onto 6th Ave. He looked in all directions, and all the people outside the club had his face, too. Terrified, he started to run and tried not to look at anyone's face anymore.

Thomas arrived at his apartment, sweaty and panting. He hurried to the bathroom and looked in the mirror. Unfortunately, he did not recognize himself; his reflection showed another man… a man Thomas would never be.

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Altenir Jose Silva is a Brazilian playwright and screenwriter working in mass media and communications, including Cinema, Theater, Television and the Web. His texts and scripts - both fiction and reality-based - have been presented , produced and performed in the US, the UK, and Brazil. He is a Senior Writer for Scene4.
For more of his writings check the Archives.

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