With
the
buying
of our
new
house,
my
body
has
found
a new
phase
of
being,
a
constant
state
of
stiff,
sore
and
not-so-supple.
At 71,
I find
myself
doing
different
choreographies
to
tick
things
off my
to-do
lists.
For
instance,
our
yard.
About
half
an
acre
that
needs
to be
mowed
pretty
constantly
during
the
summer.
I’ll
be
damned,
though,
if
I’m
getting
a
riding
mower.
There
are a
lot of
these
navigating
the
other
yards
around
us,
ferrying
in
circles
and
rows
ramshackle
men
(and
they
are
all
men)
doing
their
lawn
duty
with
no
sense
of joy
or
engagement.
I have
a
Ryobi
battery
push
mower,
and I
walk
the
whole
damn
space
with
it.
Yes, I
could
get
the
riding
mower.
I
could
even
get
the
propelled
Ryobi
version.
Hell,
I
could
hire a
lawn
service
to do
the
work.
But
that
would
be
giving
up,
giving
in,
giving
ground.
I
cannot
do it
that
way.
The
house
and I
are
about
the
same
age,
and we
are
both
showing
how
much
repair
work
needs
to be
done
to the
seams
and
joints
and
bases
and
foundations
that
keep
us
upright
and a
haven
for
the
dreams
and
dreamers
inside.
I
amend
and
slow
down
and
find
new
leverages
to get
the
things
done,
fighting
against
entropy
to
keep
moving
forward
toward
open
horizons.
I
don’t
have
much
time
left,
but I
will
keep
doing
what I
can do
to
keep
the
body
alive
and
capable
and
consequent.
Better
the
aches
and
pummels
than
riding
the
mower
down
to the
River
Styx.
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